somehow i am awake at the moment. i’m not caffienated. i’m not endorphinated. i’m not drooping with exhaustion.
but you know how i was mentioning earlier that i was all hyped up with various (natural, legal) chemicals? well, the downside is that just as every day i get the rush, every day i get the falling through the floor feeling. the pounding headache is pretty easy to ignore, but for a few hours if i’m not actively moving somewhere i’ll fall asleep. no matter what the circumstances. and that can be inconvenient.
and if time management wasn’t already a problem, i find myself signing up for things that i really have no need to sign up for. so now i’m part of a group of 8 volunteers within the english class performing a scene from much ado about nothing. I’m pretty sure my class participation is pretty high at the moment. The only thing we’ve been graded on so far, I’ve gotten a B+ on. but i signed up for this anyway.
I’ll find a way to schedule it. I think that this term, I’ll get by, and maybe even improve my grades. The only casualties will be my sleep schedule, my sleep in general, and perhaps consequently my sanity.
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